Friday, July 27, 2012

what makes u feel guilty ? 
what makes u feel bad ?
isn't it the thing u most wanted  before ? 

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

oil on canvas
a landscape near Firuzkuh is village near my city Tehran
not easy ! and not finished i may change something 
....
some asks me why do u painting this much?
u know there is one thing i have and this is painting now a days i find living in tehran too hard
people are poor and diplomacy and .. are so fucked up...
so i am one of these people too i had many hope some years ago but today i feel like an old 
this is it ..life! i accept and appreciate  it 
i have nothing ..
MAYBE:
 i am not reach enough to get a house for myself  
 i am not cute enough to find a girlfriend 
 i am not amazing enough to be a famous 
i am not lucky enough to live a better life
SURE 
I AM MAN ENOUGH TO LIVE AND LOVE AND DIE AS A PAINTER
THIS IS THE WAY I WOULD NEVER CHANGE IT EVEN IF I AM NOT
GOOD ENOUGH TO BE AN ARTIST

Sunday, July 1, 2012

self portrait on canvas 
not finished yet 
 i can put some extra colors on the face ...
i was fat but now a days am going to be thin again 
3 weeks ago i had a little panic attack like a little epilepsy so that was so bad 
i feel better now sometimes i feel good "if  bastards around me let me rest enough some people are..."
i feel angry and week and i need a vacation and peace 
so this is my portrait of an unknown frightened  and week situation   ...
but i feel like a strong man inside because i believe in the way i am...
have a beautiful time